EUPHORIA

Thursday, January 27, 2011 - 10:49 PM

alright, yeah yeah my bad didn't post for long:) Haha I hope I don't see spam in my box esp. Linner and co. Ass. Anyway, okay, today gonna share with you some of the awesome days of this week. I am gonna start from yesterday:)

So, yesterday after my school and classes and stuff,

went to my school there the koufu and then meet Dylan and Desmond.

Suppose to be both of them cause Zhiwei couldn't make it. But zhiwei did!

haha! silly boys. Joker. Too bad they had some stuff on then they had to

leave early:( but sme hw i felt abit sad cause Zhiwei some how helped to clear

fucker name as bastard to me, he didn't fail to convince me is just that

I believe what people say. I believe in CERTAIN rumors and I know them.

They were awesome and made me smile and brave back again. We had fun

time describing dylan! asshole. anyway, thanks guys!

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Then

When I reached back home, I started having headaches

until today. Sad:( It hurts alot!

To cure the pain,

I drank lots of water,

eat panadol,

and

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I used music too! haha, I listen to music and played them too!

How cool is that? Ohohoh! and that reminds me! haha.

Hyungs are coming singapore tmr, sad can't pick them up:)

haha, but they bought me presents:D how sweet eh?

Curious why I recieved them first before they come?

Cause their manager came first thats why-_-

I know it's weird but I only open one:D

haha cause we are playing the game and no way am I cheating this time:D

and anyway.....

Thanks for the presents:) I loved the first one I got:D

teeheee:D haha, it was dumb though but still loving it! can't wait to see you guys!\

thanks alot! haha!

-I really loved the time all of us sat down as group of best friends:D

Friday, January 21, 2011 - 6:26 PM

⌈Roses are red Violets are blue, what if we mix them together?⌋

I was sick for 2 days and everytime I closed my eyes, I would see your face smiling at me, going back to the past and your voice telling be strong. put it together. I realise you are my burden. I can't keep holding back to the past and not moving on to the future and concentrating what I want and wish for. I don't want to let go of you, but I want to move on. Yes i am selfish, I am greedy but I really love you. I am not ready for another rose neither a violet. I am not ready for another love, I am not ready for any encouragement, I am not ready for any shouts, I am not ready for any trust, I am not ready for any heartbreaks and I am not ready for new places... What should I do...

Saturday, January 15, 2011 - 10:32 PM

⌈Your Promises to me and your Wishes to God.⌋

I sat there for an hour thinking deeply and hard with filled with our laughter... Then I just remembered that our days are coming soon. but where are your promises? Where are your promises to me where you promise you'd still be with me by then? Where you would still hugged me as tight as the past, where you would hold my hand till the sun burns out, where you would pick me up whenever and where ever I fell?
I am afraid. I am scared. I hate it. I need you now..

Monday, January 10, 2011 - 10:19 PM

⌈Happy:)⌋

You talked to me and I am happy. You gave me your attention and I am satisfied already.

Sunday, January 9, 2011 - 1:33 PM

⌈Hey guys!⌋

You guys must have been tired of reading my blog with words words words blah blah blah..
Haha! I will be doing a video update for you guys soon enough! haha! be excited. Until then, bare with me!

- 1:26 PM

⌈DIESEL ROCKS!⌋

Thumbs up to Iona!
She bought me Diesel's clothes! OMG! it rocks!
Thank you Iona for your belated christmas present!

Saturday, January 8, 2011 - 9:17 PM

⌈Shania Twain - You're Still The One⌋

- 6:01 PM

⌈formspring.me⌋

ask me anything:D http://formspring.me/ziyun

- 5:56 PM

⌈UPDATED!⌋

I updated my profile! There's a wishlist there take a look of you wanna help:) Do tell me too maybe by tagging or msging me:D

Friday, January 7, 2011 - 10:28 PM

⌈Holding tight.⌋

I still remember the day where we were both holding our hands and praying so hard that we will never be separated. We cried in both arms looking praying hard. We were the like brothers when we are on field. We were like sisters when we gossip. We were like gays when we went shopping together. We were like lesbians when we swim together. We were like maniac when we saw insects. We swore if ever one leaves, we will pray hard enough for god to allow one to take a trip back. We will protect each other and wish best of luck for each other.

-I love you brother, sister, gay,lesbians,maniac;

best friend ever.

Thanks alot for changing my mind set. You heard me dear. You heard me from the sky. You helped me to change to be a better person but you are torturing me too. You make me miss you more. Come back will you? please. I love you. Be my gossip girl,leaning shoulder,hearing ear and my dearest one. Please come back. Thanks alot.

Love,

Ziyun.

- 9:25 PM

⌈Say What?⌋

Well, it all made sense. Today, I paid attention in class, came back home, done my hmwk, then practice maths, learn vocabulary, learn chinese and later I am doing maths and english!
I work hard and this will pay off when I reach my 'O's
Well, the feeling of of studying is just fine:) but not too good actually:D

Looking forward to the future, walking down the rough rode bare foots.
Bearing the pain wanting to reach the destination. not just the destination but
a better destination than others. I made this decision comparing strolling down
the road and not bearing the pain and when ever I felt pain, I ran to shelter.
NO! I am not going to be like that. I will be strong. I can and I believe in
that. My believes are strong. My fear are weak. I will believe that I can
encounter my fear. I am strong for my weak. Continuing this journey without
regrets.

Thursday, January 6, 2011 - 9:26 PM

⌈formspring.me⌋

ask me anything:D http://formspring.me/ziyun

- 5:01 PM

⌈The dream I dreamt⌋

well, I woke up:) finally. I am satisfied.
I wish you were here with me<3

Saturday, January 1, 2011 - 5:32 PM

⌈What I always think I am who I am to be.⌋

Superhero.
That's what I wanna be. I superhero. I have been and I know that's not I really wanna be:)

Zillionaire.
Oh, that's what everyone wish to be. Well, even though I wasn't a zillionaire before, but I had one week that I could spend all the money I want in that week! how cool was that?

Kickboxer.
Hmmm. Always wanted to be a fighter in kick boxing even though I didn't learn. But it seemed interesting:D If I had the chance to learn, I would learn. But I had a fight of kickboxing before:) You know who you are and I lost to you:( cause you were elder than me dumb bitch! haha.

Superstar.
Well, sing, dance, act, teach is what everyone will do. I love everything in my life. I don't elaborate too much on this:)

The most blissful girl in the world.
Well, I did get a chance to be the girl for at least 3-4 months. But now everything is gone and I want it to come back, I want it. well, old sayings, time heal love.