
I was sick for 2 days and everytime I closed my eyes, I would see your face smiling at me, going back to the past and your voice telling be strong. put it together. I realise you are my burden. I can't keep holding back to the past and not moving on to the future and concentrating what I want and wish for. I don't want to let go of you, but I want to move on. Yes i am selfish, I am greedy but I really love you. I am not ready for another rose neither a violet. I am not ready for another love, I am not ready for any encouragement, I am not ready for any shouts, I am not ready for any trust, I am not ready for any heartbreaks and I am not ready for new places... What should I do...