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Tuesday, April 26, 2011 - 5:38 PM
WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. last beverage: Green Tea:D

2. Last phone call: Narsha.

3. Last text message: Melissa.

4. Last song you listened to: Meant to be with

5. Last time you cried: Yesterday night.



HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Got back with someone you've broken up with: Yes

7. Been cheated on: nope

8. Kissed someone & regretted it: no

9. Lost someone special: Yeap

10. Been depressed: Yupp

11. Been drunk and threw up: Yes



LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. Black

13. Red

14. Brown



THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2011)

15. Made a new friend: Yupp

16. Fallen out of love: Yes

17. Laughed until you cried: yupp

18. Met someone who changed you: Yes

19. Found out who your true friends were: yupp

20. Found out someone was talking about you: yupp

21. Kissed anyone on your Facebook friend's list: Nope

22.How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: 97%

23. How many kids do you want: 1-3

24. Do you have any pets: yes

25. Do you want to change your name: Nope

26. What did you do for your last birthday: Bash

27. What time did you wake up?0605

28. What were you doing at midnight last night? sleeping alr.

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Exams over

30. Last time you saw your Mother: This morn

32. What are you listening to right now: Try

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: nope

34. Who is getting on your nerves now?: weird, tons

35. Most visited webpage: Tumblr, Twitter, Facebook, Youtube, Blogger

36.Whats your real name: Ziyun .

37. Nicknames: Dionne, Yun

38. Relationship Status: SINGLE.

39. Zodiac sign: Ox.

40. Male or female: Female.

41. Primary School: East Spring Primary School.

42. Secondary School: Dunman Secondary School.

43. College: -

44. Hair color: Brown plus black

45. Long or short: Long.

46. Height: 169 cm.

47. Do you have a crush on someone? Kinda

48: What do you like about yourself? Tallness

49. Piercings: 0.

50: Tattoos: none (hopeful one)

51. Righty or lefty: Righty.



FIRST:

52. First surgery: Forgotten

53. First piercing: Forgotten

54. First best friend: Markus

55. First sport you joined: Netball

56. First vacation: Bintan

57. First pair of trainers: P1

RIGHT NOW:

58. Eating: Nothing.

59. Drinking: Nothing.

60. I'm about to: Sing

61. Listening to: Try

62. Waiting for: This to be over

63. I'm feeling:Worried.


YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids?: yes

65. Get married?: YEA.

66. Career: something that socialize with LOTS OF PEOPLE!

67. Lips or eyes: Eyes.

68. Hugs or kisses: both:P

69. Shorter or taller: Taller.

70. Older or Younger: Older.

71. Romantic or spontaneous: Both.

72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Both if possible

73. Sensitive or loud: Both.

74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship.

75. Kissed a stranger: NO .

76. Drank hard liquor: Not addicted but yeah:P

77. Lost glasses/contacts: No.

78. Sex on first date: NO

79. Broken someone's heart: Yeahh

80. Been arrested :Maybe.

81. Turned someone down: Yeah.

82. Cried when someone died: Yeah.

83. Fallen for a friend: Yeah.



DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

84. Yourself: yeah

85. Love at first sight: yeah.

86. Heaven: Yeah.

87. Santa Claus: yeah

88. Kiss on the first date: yeah.

89. Angels: yeah

90. God: yeah

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

91. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time? No.

92. Did you sing today? kinda hum.

93. Ever cheated on somebody? no .

94. If you could go back in time, how far would you go ? Nowhere but now.

95. The moment you would choose to relive? In someone arms.

96. Are you afraid of falling in love? Sometimes..

97. When was the last time you lied? Just now:P

98. Are you usually late, early or right on time? early most of th time ..

99. Would you give your life to save someone else's? Depends.

100. Are you afraid of posting this as 100 truths? Nope



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- 5:05 PM
So, I was tagged in this post in facebook, but kinda shy to post it:P

01. Who was your last text from? Celine Ng



02. Where was your default picture taken? Opp. Century Square



03. Your relationship status? Single



04. Have you ever lost a close friend? Yes



05. What is your current mood? Happy:D



06. How many siblings do you have? Two



07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names? Aloysious Leow, Alex Leow



08. Where do you wish you were right now? america


09. Have a crazy side? Yes



10. Ever had a near death experience? Yes



11. Something you do a lot? Dream



12. Angry at anyone? YES



13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like? Timid



14. When was the last time you cried? Yesterday Night.



15. Is there anyone you would do anything for? Yes



16. What you think about when you are falling asleep? Memories



17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? Jovin Seet



18. What is your favorite song? If I were a boy; Beyonce


19. What are you doing right now? Thinking..



20. Who do you trust right now? not sure..



21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing? From Noah's school:P



22. Have you kissed someone in the past week? No



23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you? Celine



24. Describe your life in one word? Suprising


25. Who are you thinking of right now? 3 idiotic fuckers; Skyler, Yanxiang, James



26. What should you be doing right now? Studying


27. What are you listening to? Keyshia Cole - Take Me Away


28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug? Trishka.cole



29. Who was the last person who yelled at you? My mom



30. Do you act differently around the person you like? Little Bit



31. What is your natural hair color? Black and a little brown



32. Who was the last person to make you laugh? Celine Ng



33. Who was the last person to make you sad? Narsha


34. What do you hear? Keyshia Cole's voice



35. Is your hair curly or straight? both



36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before? No



37. Do you have a best friend? Maybe


38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days? Yes, a asshole!



39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer? Sometimes



40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle? Nope



41. Are you happy with life right now? Kinda?



42. Are you currently jealous? Little Bit



43. What jewelry are you currently wearing? red adidas watch



44. What were you doing on friday night? study I guess..


45. Have you ever had your heart broken? Yeah



46. Have you ever broken someone's heart? I think



47. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now? Yeah



48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for? Arm injury



49. How late did you stay up last night and why? 9pm(early) cause I was combing my hair..


50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year? Yes

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Saturday, April 23, 2011 - 9:51 PM
Kinda fell inlove today Yeah I know, for grown up guys and story books that looks so eerie! Hahah! Alrights! shall talk about my amazing day! Apparently, I didn't sleep for 2 consective days already! Today must sleep!! hahah! So, 12 am on the dot bboy called my and asked me wanna conference needa talk smth impt.? hahah! Yeap, he mentioned impt. omfg. so okay. Guess who was in the conference??? Hahaha! Bboy, xiiaoniing,xiiaoweii,skylar,noah,Florence,Jay,Linken and co. then was asked to skyped but lazy. hahah so conference. then one by one hung up. then by 3am, we left me, bboy, xiiaoweii,linken and skylar! hahah! Joke. talk cocked all the way. then was 6, so decided to take a nap. then by the time I shut my eyes, it was 7! UGHHH!!!!! FUCK! then went to shower. prepared and went to 201 7-11 to top up card then took bus 12 to semie to meet bboy and chris. then pei-ed my all the way to roxy sqare... then went to istavin while they went for some dumb racing game. During istavin was joke. went there then finnequen keep on disturbing me... Shag. then aft their class, me and justin was punished to memorise stuffs. tested by ryanmervyn both of us failed... shit. then we decided to slack in the room while a random edward old man came in to teach -.- then aft. a long time, coach audi came in tested us then went out then coach audi and ryanmervyn took over the class! YES! hahah! then Uncle Louis keep disturbing me!! hahah! but class was fun! Finally got to see Don again! hahah! Justin and his sheep! LOL. then after class, claled mum. then went to borders, meet chris then find some stupid stuff then went to meet mom, eat, shopped, eat shopped, hom-ed! Bought my adidas bag that was ordered from hongkong!!! then bought my tanks, acid wash shorts and black flats! Love them so much!!! hahah! Freakin fat and tired now! ughh! shall shower and sleep! Love you guys NIGHT!

Sunday, April 17, 2011 - 10:10 PM
When I walk in the dark room, all I heard was cries. Cries from people who misses their one and only greatest boy, Jakke. You bring me up teaching me what is wrong and right. you protect me from the waves and the fire and your push me into them teaching me how to be strong. thankyou so much. You helped to slove promblems then you create new ones for me. You taught me how to gfight the bitches and lived the fear of the bastards. thankyou Jakke. I hope to have you in my next life again so that you can teach me again. You are a great teacher and brother. A great friend and a great father. You are a great husband and a great best friend. We all remember the time when we swore the 7 fighters. I love you jakke. Thanks alot. Even without jakke, we still fight, we fight till you die, we never give up. We save ourselves.When we say ourselves, it means our own fighters, no matter how weak or strong we are, we fight. Fuck those who brings those fucking rules in those fights, we will come back for good.

Saturday, April 16, 2011 - 11:29 PM
Everyone feigns. A smile, A laughther, A cry.. but we can't feign death can we? omfg, then smth wrong has just happened. I don't know what to do, but am really tired.

Thursday, April 14, 2011 - 10:03 PM
Things have changed. My dad broke his arm, I so called lost my best friend, everything inside was messy, new maid came, new maths teacher.. Kinda tired of all these shit. Today was.. awkward. I sms-ed zhiwei at 7pm plus yest. then I woke up at 3am sweating. then I went back to sleep. then I woke up at 6.12am and I had headache and bodyache and I had cold sweat. It was madness. I forced myself to go sleep of course because of smth I wanted to do after school:D then meet ryan walked to school talk talk talk. then went to find timothy then went up to class then sleep like hell. managed to write a piece of journal? haha! then CMT. omfg worst period ever. then teacher has been nagging like craz. It was maths.. Well, mr sim promised to revise with us chapter 3 since we have test tmr but he didn't came, then there comes mr.freddy. and then mr sim later on. When mr sim asked me this awkward question awkwardly at an awkward moment I was like "WHAT?!" Well, I still know who the hell is the culprit though:) You suck. anyway, we went for recess then blah blah blah. then after school manged to catch the first bus home:D then went to change and met Noah and Linner for a MOMENT. Fuckyeah. Then intro products. omfg, freaking awesome shit. then went home tuition. Kept laughing, tutor was a joke. Found out secrets:P then after tuition, I awkwardly went on to facebook and started youtube-ing? hahah! then Jolene sms-ed me then went to meet her. Dinner. then bubble tea and homed:D kinda catch up alot? from jolene? well, on saturday, Hope I wouldn't be tired from my volleyball training so that I could go wildwildwet with roy,fadong and co.!

Thursday, April 7, 2011 - 3:11 PM
Writing essays.. Hmms, let's say it's my favourite one? Yeah, hahah. I could express everything out and if I was in that situation. I love expressing myself well and clearly to people but I am afraid of rejections. And yes, one of my flaws is rejections:) Well, everything have been going kinda wavy, after the chalet, results came back, I got 3rd highest in class for maths, I got top in class for Chinese composition:D history, I got 2nd highest thanks to Kenneth Duah. hahah. then I flunk my Chinese compre paper, Geography, Literature, Science. well, Literature was fucked up science too Chinese, Let's just say I don't understand a single shit? Yeah, Geo, well, I have nothing to comment on. Then there goes a few changes, and more came along, everything now is gone case. I decided to drop down to Mr Sim maths class cause Mr Rauf was teaching too fast. Science, I don't know how to study, the rest, let's just not care about it anymore. My arm is not recovering and shitty stuff are coming out of everything. My arm hurts so does my left one, Afraid of B'girls training...

I really don't know what to do, when I see people that lecture the both of us, I would remember you and those lecturer asks me if I am okay? No, absolutely not. I can't wait to see how I tumble down the hill into the water soaking wet and drowning. I can't look you in the eye and just smile and say hello, I feel ashamed and despised. I won't blame on you cause what has happen is all my caused, I am sorry. I feel that you have given up on me and I can't do anything but to just see all these feelings burn up. If I could save them, even getting half of my body burn, I won't mind because this was a relationship we got back together... why is it always during this period and everything fade away? last year happened the same thing. I cried, because I remember how we told each other we would grow up and stay tgt and find boyfriends that we love them so much. I remember how you told me I was part of your life and you wouldn't want to leave me again, was it a lie or are you just taking' a break? If you're taking' a break, tell me please. If it was a lie, could you change it? You know my situation, You know how is it like in school and outside. You know you were the only person I could find in school to talk about things. You know that don't you? Why did you give up? Are you really in love? Do you not have trust in me?

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