Writing essays..
Hmms, let's say it's my favourite one? Yeah,
hahah. I could express everything out and if I was in that situation. I love expressing myself well and clearly to people but I am afraid of rejections. And yes, one of my flaws is rejections:) Well, everything have been going kinda wavy, after the chalet, results came back, I got 3rd highest in class for maths, I got top in class for
Chinese composition:D history, I got 2
nd highest thanks to
Kenneth Duah.
hahah. then I flunk my
Chinese compre paper, Geography, Literature, Science. well, Literature was fucked up science too
Chinese, Let's just say I don't understand a single shit? Yeah, Geo, well, I have nothing to comment on. Then there goes a few changes, and more came along, everything now is gone case. I decided to drop down to Mr Sim maths class cause Mr
Rauf was teaching too fast. Science, I don't know how to study, the rest, let's just not care about it anymore. My arm is not recovering and shitty stuff are coming out of everything. My arm hurts so does my left one, Afraid of
B'girls training...
I really don't know what to do, when I see people that lecture the both of us, I would remember you and those lecturer asks me if I am okay? No, absolutely not. I can't wait to see how I tumble down the hill into the water soaking wet and drowning. I can't look you in the eye and just smile and say hello, I feel ashamed and despised. I won't blame on you cause what has happen is all my caused, I am sorry. I feel that you have given up on me and I can't do anything but to just see all these feelings burn up. If I could save them, even getting half of my body burn, I won't mind because this was a relationship we got back together... why is it always during this period and everything fade away? last year happened the same thing. I cried, because I remember how we told each other we would grow up and stay tgt and find boyfriends that we love them so much. I remember how you told me I was part of your life and you wouldn't want to leave me again, was it a lie or are you just taking' a break? If you're taking' a break, tell me please. If it was a lie, could you change it? You know my situation, You know how is it like in school and outside. You know you were the only person I could find in school to talk about things. You know that don't you? Why did you give up? Are you really in love? Do you not have trust in me?
Writing essays.. Hmms, let's say it's my favourite one? Yeah, hahah. I could express everything out and if I was in that situation. I love expressing myself well and clearly to people but I am afraid of rejections. And yes, one of my flaws is rejections:) Well, everything have been going kinda wavy, after the chalet, results came back, I got 3rd highest in class for maths, I got top in class for Chinese composition:D history, I got 2nd highest thanks to Kenneth Duah. hahah. then I flunk my Chinese compre paper, Geography, Literature, Science. well, Literature was fucked up science too Chinese, Let's just say I don't understand a single shit? Yeah, Geo, well, I have nothing to comment on. Then there goes a few changes, and more came along, everything now is gone case. I decided to drop down to Mr Sim maths class cause Mr Rauf was teaching too fast. Science, I don't know how to study, the rest, let's just not care about it anymore. My arm is not recovering and shitty stuff are coming out of everything. My arm hurts so does my left one, Afraid of B'girls training... 