Yesterday was ancient history. Thanks Nate, Josh, Narsha and James. We all went through the same thing yesterday. I decided to have a new chapter of life. I created a new skin for my blog, edited the fonts, the profolio and stuff. Added a youtube box. Listen to all the amazing songs okay?:) Loves. Well, I'm still thinking about getting the tattoo with Fadong and Desmund. I'm not sure. It's not about the money, it's about my future.. ughh. Forget it. Will think about it later. So, I have created a new tumblr page! hahah! But it's all my photos. As in Me. Me. hurhurh! Check it out? It's above! Curious? Click, Browse, Follow, Link, Add and you're done! :D Want me to link you on my personal blog? Just mail me or sms me alrights?:D If you want me to follow you on tumblr, just drop me a comment on my tumblr, I will use either of my tumblr to follow you?.

So, My new skins are all done. It's left for my blogshop already.. It's kinda dead? But I wanna thank: Christorpher.Fong, Emily, Sara.Kim, Jasmine, Opoxy.R, Whankther, Johnston, Warren and Xiyue for ordering and clearing my other stuff! I got around $863.60 in just 4 months! Without any work! Awesome eh? hahah! But I still have more stuff to clear them.. I planning to learn origami boxes for my stuffs. So, yeah. hahah!

Training yesterday was awesome and fun! But kinda tiring. Hahah! Well, that's how volleyball girls R&R. Loved volleyball training so much more now. I hope I can improve more on my volleyball much more heheh! alrights! Bye bye! tmr is my bro's b'day:D hahah!

A dream I dream of you. The pretty tears we both went through. I lost you. I lost him. I lost them. and lastly, I lost her. I have nothing more to fear. Imma going. This maybe my last. Hopefully not. I have nothing to lose that's why I'm not scared. I was wrong. I'm so sorry. I made a mistake. I didn't know. I was unsure. I was scared. Was very scared. I was waiting for all of you. I was thinking about all of. I was tearing for all of you. Draining all my pains in my strength. But it was the past. Get over it. I have overcome my fears. But definately not cockroaches and creepy crawlies!
Hyukie called me crying. saying that he doesn't know what to do now. He's feeling so lost. I felt useless at that time cause he was always the one who pacify me. Now he needs me and I didn't know what to do? Oh com'on you must be kiddin' me bitch. I was telling myself 'Think Bitch. Think." I panicked and I did something I simple. He settled down amazingly! But I still felt useless. I called youngbae. He came to meet me all the way from Town:) Then we both went to find Vin and went Jammin' our hearts out. (Y) James came tagging along with Nate. Then we went for supper and headed home. I felt so much better. #Imissyouguys:(

Backfire hits you, you fall, I pick you up. You hit me down hard and bash me up again. He knows that deep inside I wanna cry he told me to hold on and wait for him. I did. I waited. But he didn't turn up. I am still waiting for him deep inside. To say the truth, I can't forget you. I'm sorry.