Today was supposed to be the day when I go to school and continue studying. But, dad stopped me cause I had a sore eye. It was bloody red. I swear. Kinda miss school alot. I have alot of stuff not done yet. Have not check up my geography worksheet, science worksheet, math worksheet. Worst. I have not done DnT journal. I don't wanna drop from an 'A'. Darn it man. I have not been studying efficiently. I am just about to finish studying all nine chapters of geography only. Kill me man. Still quite demoralised. Might not be able to go thailand with my volleyball babes this winter, might not be able to do filming with timothy, joshua and tianci. Wait till you hear this. I might not be able to go for tianci farewell party. I might not be able to go for Halloween parties. I might not be able to go shopping. I might not be able to go for parties. I might not be able to go for the plan I have plan with my buddies to go drinking, shopping and staying over after EOY. Fuck it man. Gonna have fun at home myself. With jogging every 3 days. Sparring with my brother every 3 days. might do more vlogs talking to myself? That's too pathetic. You think? Seriously, I think there's no difference between failing my EOY and getting 'A's for EOY. What for? I don't gain. I can't even fucking work. Fuck life. It sucks to be me man. To keep me living, I have been singing this song for the past few days like an ass. Oh, I caught sucker punch and the rebound. Great show. Grab a seat and watch em'! So, about the song, it's by Never Shout Never, Christopher Drew. Called Happy. Here's the lyrics. I have the song at my mixpod below. just keep flipping! Second brother 'N's are ending this week and it's his holis. I have to suffer for a week more. Damn. Aites, Happy exams!You make me happy whether you know it or not
We should be happy, that's what I said from the start
I am so happy knowing you are the one
That I want for the rest of my days, for the rest of my days
Through all of my days
You're looking so cool, you're looking so fly
I can't deny that when I'm staring you down right dead in the eye
I wanna try to be the person you want
The person you need, it's hard to conceive
That somebody like you could be with someone like me
I'm happy knowing that you are mine
The grass is greener on the other side
The more I think, the more I wish
That we could lay here for hours and just reminisce
Uh, oh, oh
You're looking so fresh, it's catching my eye
Why oh, why did I not see this before
The girl I adore was right in front of me
And now I'll take a step back and look in your eye
And ask why it took so long to see we're meant to be
I'm happy knowing that you are mine
The grass is greener on the other side
The more I think, the more I wish
That we could lay here for hours and just reminisce
On the good, the bad, the ugly
The smiles, the laughs, the funny
Or all the things we put each other through
It's for you, for you, for you
You make me happy whether you know it or not
We should be happy, that's what I said from the start
I am so happy knowing you are the one
That I want for the rest of my days, for the rest of my days
I'm happy knowing that you are mine
The grass is greener on the other side
The more I think, the more I wish
That we could lay here for hours and just reminisce
Uh, oh, oh