EUPHORIA

Tuesday, November 29, 2011 - 9:39 PM

Hey guys! It's 1 more day till Vietnam!! Gonna bring back photos alright?:) hahah. But I am not gonna bring my dslr I am just gonna bring my cheap samsung camera! It is 12 megapixels! Alright! Bye-bye!

Monday, November 28, 2011 - 7:58 AM

⌈Good Or Bad?⌋

This is a strong girl. Her message is strong. So is her guts.

Now playing: Live your life T.I feat Rihanna

Well, there are pretty much changes. Good and bad. I leave it to the rest to judge the situation on their sides.

So, I will be flying off with the girls and guys to Vietnam this Thursday Morning. I have loads of things to settle. I have yet to collect my money, Pass J and co. their stuff and buy my necessities for Vietnam. Worst part. I have yet to pack my luggage. Zomg. Alright anyway. I Get TOO MANY request to post on my blog. I will only do those which really interest me or I think that will benefit the society:)

Gonna go prepare for training and meet Tiffany!

"Be not afraid of greatness, some are born great, some achieve greatness, and some have greatness thrust upon them. I think our best chance to be great here today, is to have you play”

Tuesday, November 22, 2011 - 11:16 PM

⌈Why Eminem?⌋

Hey guys! So today post, is gonna be about Eminem! This was requested on formspring:)

Q: Why would you always choose Eminem? What so good about him?

Like omg. Look at this guy. Isn't he hot?!

Hahah. Okay, this is how it all started. . .

Eminem was my first rap song I listened to and the song was called

"Beautiful"

I really fell in love with rap because of him and his meaningful lyrics.

It's like at least, now I know there is someone who knows how I feel and

I know that no matter what, everyone is going through shit.

I slowly then realise how hot he was, at and first sight, I fell in love with him.

Google him and read his story!

I even bought his book which was so fucking interesting!

Not gonna tell his story here, go find it out yourself!:)

I really like the way how much he fought through life and still lived with it.

He deserves everyone thumbs up because he reads the dictionary.

But, I mean, isn't he just hot? hahah. Really love love love love him so much.

You know, I get alot of comments about Eminem.

Like:

-He's so vulgar

-He thinks insulting hannah montanah/ mariah carey/ christina aguilera is cool

-He insults and looks down on bisexuals, homos, lesbians and gays.

-He doesn't even complete 9th Grade

-I hate the way he rap, I can't even understand.

Well, my answers are always like:

-Out of 10 people, 3 of them are vulgar. It's his way of expressing his anger.

-Okay, I really love christina aguilera but everyone has got haters even Eminem.

-In the first place, Every other rappers are also insulting. Why is it always him that is to be pushed to blame?

-But he's popular now and he earns more than any other rapper does. He's got rapping talent.

-When he raps, Look at the lyrics, feel his breathe and you will slightly know how he feels.

He really inspires me to be someone who fights for my own rights and do what I want to do. No matter what, just fight your way through the crowd. Don't let anything bring you down or stop you ever.

If I ever got the chance to meet Eminem, I really would love to.

He will forever and always be my true inspiration:)

Alright, goodnight loves!:)

*If there's anything that you would want me to post on my blog, just formspring me!:)*

Sunday, November 20, 2011 - 1:58 AM

⌈Fighter.⌋

So I just done looking up some past videos and I learnt alot.

Outcast? It's just some pain you will get. But being left one side forever is different. You have to be strong to fight the crowd. Learn how to survive strong. Bear with the pain because you are almost famous. Just a few more steps. Don't give up. Fight. Even if you feel alone. Just fight.

Everyone gives up on you, looks down on you? Fuck them all up by just fighting your way through. Know what are your strengths, acknowledge your weakness and improve on them. Study everyone. Figure yourself before some else does.

Why? Cause I am not a loser. I won't waste all my fighting spirit in the past. I will rise from the crowd. I believe in myself. I believe in my soul. I trust my heart. I trust my mind. I foul my sentence because I have this anger and agony in me all those time.

You want me dead? Guess what? I am dead but someday, I will rise from my grave and that day will come. As soon as all those fuckers dig me a fuckin' grave for me to lay in and my soul to rise up above everyone else.

I am proud of who I am because I survived all by myself until this day and this day will be my past. My future is tomorrow.

I am sorry to disappointing you guys but it's just me. If you can't appreciate me, fuck it. I will support myself.

Labels: Its just me, Outcasted

Thursday, November 17, 2011 - 9:15 PM

⌈Shopping is fun!⌋

Hey peeps!! Was suppose to head to orchard with the vb babes to get our Vietnam trip clothing but we ended up shopping for our other clothing! Hahah. At first we went to far east plaza to shop, I saw a chiffon skirt which I love it a lot but it was kinda awkward.. So we headed to bugis! I went to the usual shop I always shop at! I went to rush. One of the best shoe shop there! I love love love love love their shoes there! Today, I bought this sandals which was superb comfortable! Like zomg. Then I went to this shop which sells these popular tanks! I bought 3 chiffons! I pink crop top, a printed tank and another printed tank! Love them all so much and I later bought another cat crop top which was super cute!!! The pictures are below. Oh well. We then headed to tamp mall uniqlo to see our shirts but we decided not to buy except faith. Hahah. Wasn't quite satisfied with my stuff I still want another pair of flats, 2 different heels and a few more sandals! Buy a few more tees, crop top, plain tanks, jeggings, jeans and 2 more shorts. Sigh. Oh yeah. I stocked up my blogshop already!:) euphoria-items.blogspot.com alright, toodles!!

Monday, November 14, 2011 - 11:19 PM

⌈Zit!⌋

I have a zit on my forehead:( hahah. Hey guys! So, as most of you that are following me twitter account know that I have just got my iPod classic. I got myself a silver colour. Wasnt really satisfied with it because the screen protector could not be found any where along those cartwheel stores but only online and apple store. Oh and talking about the cover, it's worst. I have to order a red cover online. So maybe I shall try to head to the apple store anytime soon to get my cover and screen protected!:) ohoh! And my new stocks of accessories came in already! Hahah. Gonna get them on a photoshoot tmr!:p alright goodbye!

Thursday, November 10, 2011 - 6:43 PM

⌈SMILE⌋

She's the one that makes me smile. Cheers. That's her name.

Well, I can't go for practice for like I think a week? Because of my sprained ankle. Super disappointed and lost. It's like, you got a hang of something and you thought of your future and planned it all out properly but now, it's totally wrecked and gone. Sigh sigh sigh.Well, Momma is back from her retreat. Momma and dad is gonna get me my Ipod classic. But I am so scared dad gets me a ipod touch cause I don't really want that?. Oh well. I updated my blogshop too! Do support yeah? http://euphoria-items.blogspot.com I have a facebook like page! Do check it out too! facebook.com/euphoria.items oh and Alex finally done his vlog!!! Check his vlog out alright? hahah. Cute. okay, fine. I have not done my vlog. I am sorry okay. I will try to do tmr? maybe. I would like to maybe bring my friend in! hahah! alright! toodles!!!

Saturday, November 5, 2011 - 11:09 PM

⌈How well am I.⌋

Hey guys! How's your Saturday? Well mine is a little rusty. I got rashes in the morning so I can't attend practice which was extremely disappointing. So in the afternoon, it somehow subsided and I decided to head down to the NLB to borrow some books and meet jasmine to collect some stuffs. I headed home and had a fattening dinner which forces me to go jogging tmr.
"I am satisfied with my life. Gay enough to laugh, fucked up enough to cry and weird enough to get outcasted." yes. That's how am I now. I wanna be strong! Okay, it's 11.10pm now so this is how I look with my nails!

Thursday, November 3, 2011 - 1:44 AM

⌈Come back.⌋

Hey guys! Alright, it's like 1.40AM now. I am sitting in the living room with my just painted nails with my brother on the couch watching cake boss and blogging using the iPad so stop grumbling. I get alot of reminder on formspring, emails and mentions on twitter to do my 2nd proper vlog. I attempted doing them but it failed. I am trying okay. I will try to do it for you maybe later. It's been super long since I blog.
"I am happy I let you go. Because I have this burden off my chest. Like a super duper heavy one."
Alright, toodles!