Every single time, that one step towards you is so simple and easy for everyone but for me, it's different. It's hard. It seemed like mission impossible. I always believe that everyone deserves a second chance but what about this relationship? Does it worth a second chance? I don't want to be the on there again waiting like a silly person while you don't even give a fuck about it. What's the point then? I stopped. I stopped my whole journey and sat down and took a good look. Yeah, I came far for who I am today but not as what I have expected. I thought maybe, maybe this is who I am supposed to be. A loser at the end of the day. I didn't come so far just to lose to people who didn't even planned to challenge me. I didn't and I won't. It's really hard. I know. I have been on this boat before and I took a long time to make my choice to jump on to another boat which was your boat. And now you left this small little boat with me and you hopped on to the ship just because I couldn't really handle well the tidal waves and you thought that this little boat is not for both of us. Really? sigh. I am bound to you.