It's 3:51am and here am I listening to EMINEM music 'still don't give a fuck' on my ipod and a cup of ww beside me. I can't fucking sleep. Why? I don't know.
TIME CHECK 3:55 AM
must be the ganja playing
I feel helpless. Just thinking, what should I do?? Can I just run away?? Staring at the main door having crazy ideas flashing across my mind. Attempts. Sigh. Why? My ww is finishing up. Damn. I am starting to get real temperamental. It doesn't make sense. Sigh. But I am strong right? Yeah. This is me. This is who I am. I am suppose to stand strong and tall not letting anything bring me down and make me go crazy. Fuck. All these mess are giving me a real bad headache. Ugh. I can't take it!!!
TIME CHECK 4.00 AM
Stay wide awake playing
I am sweating. Why?! Yeah, it make sense. I am sitting in the living room with all the window closed. I feel confused. No. Strong. Okay. Goodbye. I shall try to have some sleep.
TIME CHECK 4:03 AM